living a month of pure humanity.....

well i've been fasting for about a week now, wow, it's so fast, can't wait to be back home, but then again, come to think of it.. i have a bigger problems that i will have to face later... i haven't bought my ticket back to kl yet.. gosh.. they say it will only be sold next week on the 15th..

i really don't understand why on earth is my stomach is aching this few days, i eat right i think, but i guess the food was too bad.. i really hate eating 'sahur' here, although there are many food but none of them fit me well, either it is too spicy or it's not that tasty,

of course this is my first time fasting in peninsular, and i think that i manage to get use of it quite good for now, although at first i never thought i would be able to fast until it's 7pm in the evening,

not to mention all the classes i have to attend, gosh!! time really not on my sides. as is i am running all the time, the weather? don't let me start, it's like whirlwind, sometimes it's hot and sometimes, so cold, especially on the early morning, why? i really don't know.

i think i am encountering what they call 'home sick syndrome' although it's not that alarming till now, i really don't know what will be happening next... la la la... hehehe

guess.. that's what we call being human, the feeling of loneliness, helplessness, and angst at the same time. although you may not try to make people noticed it. sometimes u can't help but to show it.

i think i will be catching a cold this few days to come.. either i hope it will not be that bad.... hopefully,

so many things i playing in my mind right now, i guess i dream too much? but really? is it a crime to dream? i think not right? to be hoping to get somthing that u really want for life... to feel your heart filled with what you like the most in life....

i love u!!! hahahahaha you know it right?? la la la la la la

people would say, how can you love someone when u never met them? is that wrong??? i think not.

i want to finish this fasting month as good as i can.

gimmie a lot of duit raya please, i want to buy a new phone... i can right?? hehehehe