i totally hate this part.

imagine putting yourself into a situation where u become so naive. so much so that u feel defeated and losing.
u are so naive that suddenly people took advantage on it.
its like shit man. i hate this, i have tried. tried so hard to be as kind to people giving them the same way i treated others but then again they misjudge me.
saying that i am guilty.

if i could really could not say no to that. like do i even care about the silence that was created between me and them. i tried.. and i couldn't care less anymore.

wanting back something that has already been broken is something stupid. at least that is in my case.
i cherish all the moment i have with them, but right now i guess our difference has gain on us.. and some things are meant to be left behind unfixed...