I am what to you?

suddenly i realized that i am nobody... i wanted to tell myself that i can trust anyone.. but do they do the same to me? am i something to them? do i hold some importance to them? i am nobody....

i have to try and depend on myself more.. starting to do work on my on. i have to... i have to be an all rounder.. i must try and solve my own problems. seriously. that is the only thing that i think can help me know...

may i one day will be surrounded by people who i cared the most... :) i love you guys so much :)

A little bit more......

guess what, it is almost over.... 3 years in Melaka really paid off... managed to get all the things done in due time... only two more subjects left... hopefully everything will turn out good.
i wanted to ask myself... what have i acquired here while studying?
1. a lot of friendships.
2. a lot of obstacles.
3. a lot of money used
4. a lot of feeling lonely

have to say.. i am grateful, thankful towards all the people around me... although i may be old.. yeap i am 23 years old... much older that the rest of people here. i still haven't achieve what i am capable of... i hope to be given more time to prove to myself... helping the people who need help the most...

God has helped so much, His protection that i really need the most. Thank you Allah.

To wrap it up....

a month left...
i never knew things would be so fast like this... it seems like yesterday i have been here.... but why, in god's will.. i hope next thing that will come to me will be okay.. and i will always be blessed.. :)

got so many memories here, both love and hate...

met with a lot of people, new friends, new environment and everything.

i will surely missed everyone here. well that is something that i should not say for now right.. i do still have exam to face.. haha

btw, went to watch Eat, Pray, Love.

the movie was okay.. i like Julia Roberts acting, very good and it looked very natural. :D no wonder she was one of the most sought after actress in Hollywood right?

love the location, the scripts, and the cast... it is fun! overall a 4 star out of 5, great! heheh :D

last week was very busy for me, events to be handle.... assignments to be done... and of course it is still undone.. i should get things cleared out.. :D