Mood: Tidak menentu...

hahaha.. well to much was on my mind today..

bah mana tidak... Been eating a lot people...

how on earth la mo kurus klu macam tu kan...

people said that to lose weight is easy... but not for me... kahkahkah

almost two weeks already at home and it gets me! omg.. i have nobody to talk too... no friends to make jokes with and i am so alone! it is not that bad but imagine having no contact at all from your buddies... wouldn't it be like hell??

haish....

Kali la.. i am a person who does not social well right?? but seriously... people do think i am approachable.. but then again i am the one who is lazy enough to mood my butt around.. hahaha

thanks for reading..

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Mood: Tidak menentu...

hahaha.. well to much was on my mind today..

bah mana tidak... Been eating a lot people...

how on earth la mo kurus klu macam tu kan...

people said that to lose weight is easy... but not for me... kahkahkah

almost two weeks already at home and it gets me! omg.. i have nobody to talk too... no friends to make jokes with and i am so alone! it is not that bad but imagine having no contact at all from your buddies... wouldn't it be like hell??

haish....

Kali la.. i am a person who does not social well right?? but seriously... people do think i am approachable.. but then again i am the one who is lazy enough to mood my butt around.. hahaha

thanks for reading..

do check my other blog..

www.theblueinkpen.tumblr.com

hello people... hehehe

for now i will be focusing more on my blog over www.theblueinkpen.tumblr.com

do please read and give me feedback :D

My whole three years

it is almost over, my three years here in Melaka,

been through a lot.. so much that i think that i become so familiar will people around me.. It has became on of my favorite places to travel.. although i didn't manage to go all the places i think i hold a lot of fond memories here. Some i think are really sweet and some were meant to be forgotten i guess.. :)

friends? i have a lot here.. i am very lucky.. i can be someone who is absorbing just like a sponge. people get well around me.. of course that is what i would say right.. but never mind.. I accept it... i am nobody..

people met and greet each others, and of course problems arises, it cannot be denied. it happen.... :)

i am so grateful

i am grateful to you, for staying with me, through thick and thin. during the troubling years. i seriously will miss you guys a lot.. i love you guys.!

I am what to you?

suddenly i realized that i am nobody... i wanted to tell myself that i can trust anyone.. but do they do the same to me? am i something to them? do i hold some importance to them? i am nobody....

i have to try and depend on myself more.. starting to do work on my on. i have to... i have to be an all rounder.. i must try and solve my own problems. seriously. that is the only thing that i think can help me know...

may i one day will be surrounded by people who i cared the most... :) i love you guys so much :)

A little bit more......

guess what, it is almost over.... 3 years in Melaka really paid off... managed to get all the things done in due time... only two more subjects left... hopefully everything will turn out good.
i wanted to ask myself... what have i acquired here while studying?
1. a lot of friendships.
2. a lot of obstacles.
3. a lot of money used
4. a lot of feeling lonely

have to say.. i am grateful, thankful towards all the people around me... although i may be old.. yeap i am 23 years old... much older that the rest of people here. i still haven't achieve what i am capable of... i hope to be given more time to prove to myself... helping the people who need help the most...

God has helped so much, His protection that i really need the most. Thank you Allah.

To wrap it up....

a month left...
i never knew things would be so fast like this... it seems like yesterday i have been here.... but why, in god's will.. i hope next thing that will come to me will be okay.. and i will always be blessed.. :)

got so many memories here, both love and hate...

met with a lot of people, new friends, new environment and everything.

i will surely missed everyone here. well that is something that i should not say for now right.. i do still have exam to face.. haha

btw, went to watch Eat, Pray, Love.

the movie was okay.. i like Julia Roberts acting, very good and it looked very natural. :D no wonder she was one of the most sought after actress in Hollywood right?

love the location, the scripts, and the cast... it is fun! overall a 4 star out of 5, great! heheh :D

last week was very busy for me, events to be handle.... assignments to be done... and of course it is still undone.. i should get things cleared out.. :D