Saturday, August 28, 2010

what are we actually...

am i the one responsible to all of this? Am i the one who is guilty? As i remembr, i am stil just as human u.. What is lacking between us is trust... Distance really caught the both of us.. I know it may be hard 4 d 2 of us.. So what's next? Is that it?

Friday, August 20, 2010

the weekend...

wah.. seriously... it is tough!!!!

i hate the feeling of not being able to do something.

i mean like.. we seriously did what we supose to do, but then wth.. it is getting harder and harder all the time.

things will not be easy i know, but seriously... why does have to much harder?? omg.. ughhh..!!!

the work is not that hard.. but the person in charge of it is the one who are making it much harder to work... haish..

thank your so much for making it a hassle!!!

Monday, August 16, 2010

How much do you know about me??

it occurs to me that we really are human.. we are someone who sees things on the outside only. we only cater to what met our eyes.. to be able to see something well beyond it is so hard, somewhat impossible to do either.

Hey! that person is that... is this.. the common things that might come out from people right.. even i sometimes do that.. but why?

we have to admit.. people somehow differ from within.. some of us born lucky.. and someone have to work hard to have things on their way.

To be able to see something well beyond the eyes is a gift.. a respect, and a trust that you give to others.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Random writing...

So much to do so little time....


as always, you always heard this right.. well nothing less happen this time.. Puasa is on and all i do is sleep.. it is not nice to do that only all the time.. but then again what can i do right? nothing else to do but my assignment here....

okay.. i'll try...

being all alone at home really burns me out.. it's like i am not able to talk to anyone, even say "hi"... wahhh.. this cannot be. i have to find a way to make life much more worth it.

wah.. i need to get ready for my research interview on Tuesday. still don't have the information needed but yeap have to finished it before monday.

Been thinking on going back for raya.. and I think that AirAsia is the best choice for now.. cheap... okay... there's nothing different when it comes to pick any airlines to go back.. it's just the same i guess for now. :)

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Emotion may be vary.....

wah... hello2. it's the third ramadhan already today.. nothing much.. just fasting and doing the same ol routine all day long...


two of my housemates went back.. so it just me and one of my friend here... quite okay but at the same time a bit boring. hehehe...

i am so sorry if i ever make you feel mad again.
i have been a bad-bad person this past few weeks,
but it's not like i am mingling with the bad persons...
i'm with my bests of friends here.
if you would only understand.

please don't get mad on me again.
i'll try to not make you angry anymore..
i will...
so please? please?

u haven't even wish my birthday yet....
:(

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Ramadhan for a month

it's the time again everyone, try to enjoy your Ramadhan and filled it with all the goodness that you can give...


try not to eat too much, sleep too much and do as many works as you can do, so that life can be more interesting.

it's only once a year, and there is no excuses in not fasting this month aight???

hehehe, i know that waking up for Sahur is so hard, but you need your food to stay energetic during the fasting time..

hoping for everyone to be happy and thankful to god Allah S.W.T for all the blessing that He had given.. Insyallah

Happy Ramadhan :)

Monday, August 9, 2010

The long road to realisation..

this week, it is a confirmation that yes, i am a bit free. Well there is no more things to look forward to other than hoping the next event would be greater.

i kinda miss how hectic it would be. how life can be more than just having fun on your on. meeting with other people and working with them really made me realize that we are just the same, no matter how young or old are you.


from this day forward, well my campus life would only be based on the assignment that has been given, the interview that is still vaguely in the making. i don't know how in the world can that happen when there is so much things tangled up in the middle.

i still don't get it, how people perceive me as a person. am i that bad? hahaha, there's this one new friend of mine and she said that i am kind of mean... well am i?? of course not, i am just me, happy, shy, and yes sometimes just would not be talking too much.

just ask me something and surely in return i will, yes i meant it that i will try to help you. :D

TTFN.... later guys :)