human after all.....

well, just to get your attention rather, been pretty busy this week. but during the weekend.. i manage to get a full sleep.. hehehe

i been thinking lately, i always been asked what would you do in the future and i think i completely don't know the answer.. whether i would do the things that i really like or i have to do the jobs that i thinks are beneficial to me.. when i think of it.. what on earth would i be leaving in later on.. will people would remember me, as a friend, as someone who is close to them. would they still be with me. through thick and thin of what we call life is.

sometimes i regret myself very much that i don't do things fully-hearted... what's more is that i'm stuck in what they called a very childish-like personality. which sometimes i really like and sometimes totally hate myself for. but really wat is the price for being what they called "mature".........