wishing myself..

this semester is so tough.. i am stuck in between of all my works and all the assignment that i have to submit..

i am just afraid that this will not go my way, so many times is used for other things rather than studying. i liked it though. i like all the experience that i gain here. induction was so fun.. friends and all juniors are all great although there is some glitches over here and there i still appreciate it all... seriously, who are we to judge people right.. even maybe what they do are wrong..

what happen can't never be rewind, facing it is all you can do.. i never quite understand the real reason someone would do such thing, but guess he would have his own reason to say that. something are better to be left alone and never be said to others, even posting it would do damage to someone else..

i am actually trying to put myself in so much responsibilities so that i will not feeling alone because getting alone really sucks! seriously! when you are in a relationship where u think will not work out you'll feel deprived and lost so much.. i really don't know.. i wanted to cry but then there is no shoulder for me to cry on...

so let me cry a river right now!