can i?

i was thinking more when i got back home, how things are more laid back here.

there was less stress and so many time for myself. i pampered myself that i kinda got lost on what i suppose to do.

been online for the whole lot of my day and surfing the for other things that i think not that important.

i got lost..

somehow i think i strain my brain so much thinking of things that weren't that important, i mean seriously, why would i be thinking that i should have something that other people have right?? that envy..

i have my own confidence level and i am happy with who i am right now.. and i can't seriously can't just leave my old self go and thinking on having what is uncertain to me right?

try to be thankful on what you already have, and make room for new experiences to come.

will it be?

wahh.. seriously, i will be staying at campus until Tuesday,

hurmm.. howdy had not been writing for a long time and still i am here..

i recently finished my part five course already and all seems not to be going on my way. why o why, its not like i played too much just that things are not going on my way and i really don't know why... seriously if i think again, i did all of it.. and still it hadn't change a bit and i am getting bored of it.

why are all of this thing happening, seriously if i did not do everything why can't i get it all.. shit... and when this happen people would presume that i didn't done it right.. well i am just human and i guess human are not that perfect either right..

it has been a rough time for me here.

seriously, haven't left the campus for almost 4 straight months. even during the midterm holiday, i'm still here! haha

summarizing my sem this time... it was filled with colors. emotions really shown this sem.

hahaha writing something bad would surely make people mad. but the truth is that we can't escape it. we make some mistakes all the way. and i think that some are mend-able if you put your hearts to it.

we cried, we laugh and still in my case people can't really judge you for who you are here. somehow, we tend to let some of our heart to our own. something that you hold in to, so that you

can at least prepare yourself to use when in need.

right??

some random heart toughts

kadang kala kita sentiasa tertipu.. itu sahaja... hahaha bye

oh so happy

i am like... what?? seriously? lately been sleeping late for almost a week too many things to be settled before the study leave comes.. i am like okay.. will it be done anyway.

it's freaking me out man.. the event next sem, i really, really want it to go as planned and i think that i will be good enough if our presentation went we,ll... but for starters, so many things happen this sem.. things happening without me..

and btw i love eating tomato ketchup.. tangy.. mix it a little bit with a chillie sauce.. amazing!

the heat.

well, i mostly felt so stressed out.. too many things to be done at one time. i really don't know how to cope all of this matter at one time..

i wanted to do sumthing, somthing so gud that can make me so happy so any suggestion guys.. :D

An announcement...

i am willing to SMILE :D