can i?

i was thinking more when i got back home, how things are more laid back here.

there was less stress and so many time for myself. i pampered myself that i kinda got lost on what i suppose to do.

been online for the whole lot of my day and surfing the for other things that i think not that important.

i got lost..

somehow i think i strain my brain so much thinking of things that weren't that important, i mean seriously, why would i be thinking that i should have something that other people have right?? that envy..

i have my own confidence level and i am happy with who i am right now.. and i can't seriously can't just leave my old self go and thinking on having what is uncertain to me right?

try to be thankful on what you already have, and make room for new experiences to come.