1st blog..... word of a noobie...

well talk about being a noob, what am i suppose to talk then?? i really don't know whether i should write in english or malay, or a sabahan slang at all, i wanted all to be able to read some of what i would like to say, but i dont have the guts to right in malay or sabahan slang, i dont think that people would enjoy reading what i will write it here anyway right? well how about telling a little bit about me first right.

nick name: unan (pronounced oo-nan)
age: 21

currently studying at UiTM Malacca, taking Mass Communication there, some of you might be saying, God! he is 21 and just started taking diploma, well it's because of my laziness when i took my STPM that result in me getting a very very bad result then, guess that what you'll get when you dont have the heart to study or anything right?

started studying there on 23rd of december 2007, and finish my first semester on 11th may. well being there was somewhat fun because i met with a lot of different personas of people which i must say turned out to be in different shades of colors which painted my world. got to say, it's not that easy being out of your comfort zones at all. first day being there, i was like in a totally different place, being ousted, feeling of not belonging there, God! i really wanted to be home the first week i was there, it was so hectic, the schedule was so packed and i have no time to rest my head. especially on the MMS week. i totally hated it so much. i hated being screamed at that time, it's like i was a bunch animals!! gosh i have to remember that time. fortunately i manage to get over the first sem there, and i can't wait to be in the 2nd sem there!

i fortunately got a quite good result there, i owe it to all my lecturers there! thanks a lot!

i never thought in a million years to be able to take a diploma there, its because i failed my STPM and seems the world to be turning its back on me, i feel all the opportunity is closed on me, i feel that i'm a total loser of myself, i forced myself, i must take something to make myself better, i must be truth to myself, hey! you're going to be 21 this year! suppose you must have something around your waist that you can use in there future right! i told myself to be who you are there, and not forgetting the most important things that you suppose to do there that is to Study!!! hey please remind me if i forgot that okay!!

well i guess that's what i want to say right now, hopefully i will be writing some more things afterwards. thanks for reading and do please give any comment or any idea in what you wanted me to write.. thanks for reading!