last day at home.......

well today would be the last night at home, gosh, it's just like last time, when i was so sick to my stomach to feel that i'm going away again, but hey, got to be realistic here, you're doing this for the sake of your future, so that you can get a job. try and concentrate so that it will be a little bit easier.... gosh, hopefully i won't be feeling to much missing home....

i think i'm too afraid to let the people around me to be hurt and me myself got hurt at the very end.. gotta stop this..

by the way, if you realize, the posts before this really messy, sorry about that, yeap, that is the work of a newbie who bite more than he can chew.... bare with me please.

i'm feeling awfully not in the mood because i will be away again, but it's only for about 3 months and times seems to be flying to fast there! for real man!

hopefully this boring feeling will be fading away when i arrived there, there will be a new intake this sem, so can't wait to see the new faces there, and friends that i left... hey guys!! howdy! how's life been??

guess i will not be able to update my blog there. but yeap i will if i have the time ok. don't worry maybe there is a lot of story to be tell when i arrived there. later...

wish me a safe journey k.......