what else to say, i've been so naive, gosh! give me a break, i totally cannot care about others feelings when the can't care about me, i've been such a foolish person! guess i have to be mo tougher, try not to get too good and become what they say a little bit mean..

a bit mean won't do any harm right?

i'm so tired of being so damn nice, what is the meaning of it when they themself don't respect me as a person, i totally hate people like that, i think that i've been so stupid all this time, to think that they are the only people that know me very well, but the fact is they don't!!! they don't even have any idea of what i've made of. but yet maybe i exaggerated it, but hey, that is what i feel right now. i can't do nothing other that to still be friend of the, i'm afraid of losing friends, i'm afraid of losing friends.

well aren't that just plain stupid, i totally have to have a moment for myself, just to think my life straight, sorry if i totally offended anyone, but yeap it may not be involving you or you or maybe you if you know you've treated my right as a friends... thanks a lot, i'm looking foward for a more sweet, sad, hilarious etc experience with the lot of you...................................................

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

glad i let it out of my system,

i'm no poet who can write in an award winning literature, using a so called 'great words' which will attract millions to read because of it................ shit!!!!!!!!!!!!