holidays ahead

wow been at home for about two weeks already. it's kinda slow here. i just don't know, i got so used to be so busy all week there and when i got the chance to get home, i somehow slowed myself down. munching on food all the times, playing internet and less work.. hehe

getting home really give me the chance to be thinking a lot and yeap i do realize that i am not that good either. i am just me, normal.. i have been fooled that i got so many things on my sides.

i hate the feeling that i am not that capable on doing something.

Currently appreciating all of the things that i got..

really missing all my buddies there, like seriously, 2 weeks is so slow and alone, haish at least, if i am not busy with anything, i can just go to them and laugh all the way..

i missed my friends.... haish so much.. :(