Hey... I am Okay.

Seriously, I haven't been writing for awhile already. so many things getting in my way actually. so many things that sometimes i just keep it to myself that i don't think it is appropriate to tell anyone about that.

Just got my result a few days back, and boy what a relief that i managed to get quite a good marks for my fifth semester there.

i was not feeling so good when i was answering some of the finals. i lost confidence on what i can really achieve. I've been feeling this burden since my first time getting a Dean's List. What bothers me is that the expectation and also assumption that i feel. I know that i am not suppose to feel that way, but its just the way it is. i am a person who usually would over think on something that i think useless but in away could not bare to just leave it behind. Well that was some of the problem that i have there.

Back at home, well there was a lot of wedding reception invitation that came, some of which i managed to see. is it really my fault for not mingling around with them? i just could not find some connection, i tried, but then again i could not, i just feel different.

i am grateful, happy and just laid-back, some people would see me as a very naive person. right.

haish.. i guess i have too much time to spend, been at home for too long. haven't been in a function at all. where have all my friends went. is there still a place for me here?