Well too much happen to me last week. I am so much surprised that i will not getting my PTPTN this semester. Well who won't right.. i never realized that i have problems with this things. when i refer to the people who are connected to this matter, it seems that i had made a very silly mistake. Take this, it is said that i am an extended student, that i was supposed to be finishing my diploma last semester.. WTF.. seriously i am shocked.. so seriously..
suddenly i felt like so burdened. Been using my parent's money all the time for my enjoyment.. That is not a good thing i think.
Before, money seems to be not the problem, and right now it is. i have to think twice before even spending what i want. it is hard. seriously hard, when you are living far apart from your parents.
i know that some people might say that i am old enough to try and collect my own money. but seriously i don't have any job experience here and seems like my parents is the only source for money on my education.
i need to change.. a change would help me to be much matured i guess. matured in the sense of the way i spend my money.
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hurmm.. okay this is a promise i will try to update my blog as frequent as i can.. you know, i also have a lot of things to say but... then again, i am a person where people take lightly... a person who are so softspoken.. Seriously.. i think that i need to take a stand.. i have to brave.. right?? i am just a human as they are right?? i do have emotion to be taken care of and never to be left aside..
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