a week of holiday!!!!

wow... holiday for a week but it feel like just 5 days, still have a lot of works to do... OMG!!!

btw, been living in the campus for the whole week, and it't not that bad at all!! got so many experiences that really cool to be shared..... hahahahaha

urmm can wait to get home though...

eh.. almost forgot. it's almost the fasting month right??

will i be able to endure it?? wow time here seems to be much more longer than what i used too... hahaha god bless me pls!!!!!

hopefully by next week i'll finish all my works... la la la la... k dudes.. thanks for reading, sorry for the late blogging... till then... daaa~~~~

i'm older a year now...

well guess there is no turning back when it comes to our age right. for sure now i'm 21 years old. thankful to god, i been given a lot of time to make myself better....

what the heck there surely a light at the end of the tunnel, and hopefully something great will be waiting for me there, although deep inside, i feel a lot of pain right now, a lot. covering it up with all the energy that i show off.. la la la.. is it true?? do u believe me?

either way.. ok happy birthday. may god always bless me and give me time for me to contribute to the people...... Insyaallah.......

little things can turn to a big matter.

hey, i'm very sorry that i didn't manage to update my blog frequently as i can, it's been what, a week or less since my last entry and surely so many things happen to me for that time, well i went to mahkota parade to do some shopping and i manage to buy some new clothes, lol.... and also a sunglasses, which the frames are white, lol, kinda OTT right?(if you know what i mean by that). but who cares, when you think that it's good on you, just buy it right? well that fun...

cant wait for the next time i'll be going there again,

how bout my studies? well it's been good i think, although now i think that i am so stressful about it, and a lot of different things also, the assignment is somehow piling up and seems i dont have enough time to do it, i'm kind of in a dilemma right now, wheter i should buy a laptop or a camera, eitherwhich, both needed me to save my money for about two sems so that i can buy either one of it, and right now i'm kind of short in money, gosh, wish i have a lot of money right? someone, can you be my sponsor or anything? heheh just kidding

question, am i too childish? really? i never felt that i'm that childish but some say's that i do, but why? i am acting as good as i can, but still they percieve me as childish, is it true? if i am then, sure i won't be able to do my responsibilities right, i won't be able to do any decision..

guess i'm quite stressful that i mention unnecesarry things, but hey, i am capable of taking care of myself although i'm not that good at it, for god sake, i'm not like everyone of you, i'm so much different, i dont have the easy life that you do, so drop it, it's useless.

damn! get over it! ok then that's all chaow!!!!!

it's hard....

hurmm.. for some reason, i really feel like this sem is much tougher,
the lecturer are much more harder to pleased and OMG, for my BEL, the lecturer is someone old, i don't know whether he can give the right mark for my class, i so stressful right now, so much that i think i'm falling down... please help me,

btw i went to shop yesterday, i bought a sunglasses for about rm18(lol cheap), hahaha who cares, it look nice, with the white frames and all.... i'll upload it later for you to see, hehehehe

hey, i miss you, the fact that i've been here, it feel like i lost contact with the world, stressful environtment really got me, adding to that, it's feel like i'm not in my comfort zone anymore,

i'm trying to get a very good impression from all my lecturers but i think i rubbed them at the place and time...

please do tell myself that i need to study!

to many different have happen to me this sem, and i think i will change myself to a bad person if i dont take care of myself......

ok hope me for the best okay... daaa~ toodlesss!!!!!!

starting my 2nd sem

It’s so unbelievable that I’m in my 2nd semester here, well It’s not as hectic as last semester because there’s not much assignment been given out yet, but for sure, approaching it’s the final weeks of the semester its going to be totally busy and my god I have to work harder on my writing, which of course I can’t do that well,

The induction week for the freshies in my college just begun and they were only given a week to do so, it’s not the same when I got to do the induction, it’s more like 2 weeks for me, but yeaps it’s fun to watch them, it bring memories to me, last semester when it was us,

I arrived at Malacca on the 4th of July, on Friday afternoon around 1300 pm, well its fun to meet with all the friends that I left before, the freshie on my level is quite fun to befriend with, of course but I missed the time when the seniors are still there, they are much fun to talk with, hahahahaha

Last night, it was much fun to hear the freshie’s story, we laugh until around 200 am in the morning, but it was fun, hopefully tonight will be the same also right, I miss reading the manga that I always read, Bleach, I wonder how the story goes already and also the One Piece.

By the way, Roger Federer lost to Rafael Nada in the Wimbledon match, and Venus defended the title that she held, Yay! Congrats to her, I was more on Serena’s side but I love both of the sisters, in Roger’s case, I think he fought hard but luck wasn’t on his side, of course you win and lost some right?? Hehe

Ok I update my blog when I have the time ok, till then… Bye

what else to say, i've been so naive, gosh! give me a break, i totally cannot care about others feelings when the can't care about me, i've been such a foolish person! guess i have to be mo tougher, try not to get too good and become what they say a little bit mean..

a bit mean won't do any harm right?

i'm so tired of being so damn nice, what is the meaning of it when they themself don't respect me as a person, i totally hate people like that, i think that i've been so stupid all this time, to think that they are the only people that know me very well, but the fact is they don't!!! they don't even have any idea of what i've made of. but yet maybe i exaggerated it, but hey, that is what i feel right now. i can't do nothing other that to still be friend of the, i'm afraid of losing friends, i'm afraid of losing friends.

well aren't that just plain stupid, i totally have to have a moment for myself, just to think my life straight, sorry if i totally offended anyone, but yeap it may not be involving you or you or maybe you if you know you've treated my right as a friends... thanks a lot, i'm looking foward for a more sweet, sad, hilarious etc experience with the lot of you...................................................

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

glad i let it out of my system,

i'm no poet who can write in an award winning literature, using a so called 'great words' which will attract millions to read because of it................ shit!!!!!!!!!!!!

last day at home.......

well today would be the last night at home, gosh, it's just like last time, when i was so sick to my stomach to feel that i'm going away again, but hey, got to be realistic here, you're doing this for the sake of your future, so that you can get a job. try and concentrate so that it will be a little bit easier.... gosh, hopefully i won't be feeling to much missing home....

i think i'm too afraid to let the people around me to be hurt and me myself got hurt at the very end.. gotta stop this..

by the way, if you realize, the posts before this really messy, sorry about that, yeap, that is the work of a newbie who bite more than he can chew.... bare with me please.

i'm feeling awfully not in the mood because i will be away again, but it's only for about 3 months and times seems to be flying to fast there! for real man!

hopefully this boring feeling will be fading away when i arrived there, there will be a new intake this sem, so can't wait to see the new faces there, and friends that i left... hey guys!! howdy! how's life been??

guess i will not be able to update my blog there. but yeap i will if i have the time ok. don't worry maybe there is a lot of story to be tell when i arrived there. later...

wish me a safe journey k.......