Afraid of what?

What I like the most with people is to watch who their really are. I’ve been here in what they say the most beautiful, up to date places and every other things and I think that they lost a lot of human touches in them, we became so very desperate for something that is not tangible and out of our reach. I feel as if I have been seeing too much lost in them, especially when you see them to be changing drastically in such a short time, for what? Something that is good for a short while?

Maybe I am a person who hates changes but, for god sake, how can someone just change themselves when they are in other places. The distraction that they found got to them. I don’t know let’s wait and see whether I would be a person who would likely be that. But really I don’t want to be like that.

I would like to raise a question here, for you what do you think hold you together her? And for me I have to say that my love for my parents. I know I’ve been a bad bad boy for sometimes. But really what holds me back to reality is that my parents are my priority. God.. what am I saying.. people are not that perfect okay…

Is that the price for the sake of coolness, am I loosing it too? I feel same? I’m not growing any horns or tails though, am i?

So the real thing is that, please god, don’t let me change for no reason, let me be me, although I’m not that cool at least let me have my pride please….

The fact is that change is undeniable….. learn to assimilate and stay true to yourself.