how do you know when you're in the right place?

hurmm i always asked myself the question, are you one of them? and do you really think that you really as one as them?

i don't know, but sometimes, i feel as if i'm a wannabe, a lunatic who's trying to gain acceptence in a way, but i guess, i held something back..... i quickly learned that i am just who i am....

i love getting to know people, but then again, i don't know what people may say about me, they maybe making fun of me and yeap i didn't even realize about it.

gosh, i maybe that naive, right?

plus so shy, i know, yeap, someone who saw me, might be seeing me just putting my heads down, or maybe just walking straight not even glazing to my left nor right....

yeap, i sometimes feel as if i'm getting strange gaze from people, and i don't know how to react, not that i really don't like to see people, when i see people directly, i tried to be friendly and yeap give a smile, that's it, dunno what else to do..

ok next years resolution is..... to be more friendly.... hahahaha...... support me!