true meaning of holiday.....

well some may say, holiday is the time for you to relax, chill out and do the things you really like to do. right? but then again, when you got used in doing so many works at one time, you may feel as if your are quite bored with the idea of doing nothing in a whole day.

guess holiday is not that fun anymore, lol. until you realize that you've been overdoing yourself and somewhat missing home so dearly. am i right...

it's already at the end of the year. i never felt that a year went that fast, adding to that i've been already a year doing my program at malacca. a year seems to be so short..

so many things happen whether it is fun or sad. even now, i feel and nervous thinking what my result would be for my second semester. dear god, may i have a decent result k.

somehow i feel as if i'm turning into a new leaf. new friends that i met really opened my eyes in seeing things in a different ways. back home you might only found friends that maybe have the same background of you.. and you feel safe for that, because you know you in a right environment, but try, try being in a place that is totally not yours and you are all by yourself. trying to adapt to what you should... all of this takes time and guts.

back home during my holidays really got me thinking that once you're back, you're just the same as your are before, places my change but the people you touch may never change, friends who are close to you will always be there, smiling and greeting you as if you never left them.

hey guys, how are you? great i hope?

i'm so kind of stressful in thinking what i might do after finishing all this? having a decent job is what i prefer, but then again you may never know what may happen. that really scares me, it's not like i'm not searching, but guess god have a better plan for me.

i sometime envy them, my friends who already got in to work, guess they are much lucky right. what is right for me anyway? what does life holds for me?

ok.. thanks for reading.. love your guys so dearly